wake up sangeet! WAKE UP!

transfer is confirm. im going to kedah on the 15th. starting work on the 17th d. 

yes its a sunday. weekends in kedah are on friday n saturday. sunday = monday. 

haihh. what is all this la?!

i've got 2 more weeks here to spend time with my family n frens 

n after that BYE BYE IPOH. =(

i noe this day will come. but not this soon!

i tot i had like 3 more months. but its 2 more weeks d.

expect the unexpected. thats what they say.

im so scared. i really donno whats life gonna b like over there.

will i ever get crazy working mates again? just like those in langkap?

just thinkin bout all this make me sick.

i just hope everything goes fine in kedah. 

n i hope hope hope i get posted in sungai petani n not anywhere father then that. please la.

please pray for me.

im dam sad. hows my life gonna be after this two weeks?

only god noes.

STRESS!

as i was driving back home from langkap, Milah from ipoh immigration called and told me something

 i really didn wanna hear!

Tahniah Sangeet!! Surat tukar you ke Kedah dah sampai!!

4th April ini kena lapor diri!!!

im like WAT THE FUCK!?

sooo soooonnnnn?

i asked for transfer only after july. not NOW!!

how buta n bodoh can they be?

what am i to do now?

one more side my dad is like bugging my life, find this number call that fella this fella.

ARGHHHHHHHHH.

im like relaxxxxx ahhhhhhhh!!!!!

apply for postpone.

please approve.

time is flying. i thought i have another 4 months to spend time with my frens n family.

but im so wrong. anytin can happen anytime.

just like what hapened today.

=(

Just Effin Look At This!

bloody hell. this is the only thing running in my head. everyday . every fucking day. i dream bout all these. all the time ah! arghhhh. fuck la. i wanna go. i dont care !!!

teardrops on my guitar.

no matter whats gonna take place in life.

there's one thing for sure.

i love my friends more than anythin, anyone else.

after my family, they r the only closest living being in my life.

they are always there for me. 24/7.

one call, and they r infront of my house.

one tear shed, and they noe how to make me laugh on the spot.

they r just like magic.

i thank god everyday cause i have these lovely people in my life.

but, will they remain mine forever.?

the answer to this question really scares me. A LOT.

whats my life going to b without them?

whooo is going to come in front of my house when im sad n emo.

whoo is going to random kidnap me for movies n lunch n dinner?

will there b anyone for me at that time?

we wont b this close in the future. we wont even meet so often. whats goin to happen to us? our many years friendship. will u all remember those memories? or will they just fade away like it never meant a thing?

im scared. im very very scared. i hate this feeling. days r flying. very fast. everything is gonna change. will i b able to live like dis? 

but i just want all my frens to noe. i love u guys a lot. nooooo matter what. all of u will still b my number 1. cause u make me laugh all the time. no oneeee made me cry. no one. and i will keep on loving u guys.

i love my frens. A LOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

favourite moments. favourite couples.

Barney & Robin.

How I Met Your Mother

Marshall & Lily.

How I Met Your Mother

Noah & Allie.

The Notebook

Sometimes I feel like I'm broken and there's no one I can go to to get fixed.

wishes someone would go and lick the live end of a power cable.

So here we are. 2011.

I just dont feel the excitement tat everyone has & is going through.

I went to temple for countdown.And bloody hell, the frustration.

Things changed. A lot. Mind you.

Its not like those days. The whole place will b packed & there wont b even place to sit.

But yesterday, it was still half empty.

I was just sitting & wondering. Where is everybody? Dont they come to temple to pray anymore?

And Sunny, he just showed face for a while & went clubbing with his frens. Like WTH?

Its new year, & We are all suppose to b together. Playing fireworks & House Lighted up Brightly.

But No. This year, I just donno. Things r not the same anymore. I'm Angry, Frustrated & Depressed.

Hows Next Year Gonna b like? Worst? hmph. Pretty Paranoid already.

And He made me take off for 2 days. Saying tat he'll celebrate New Year with me.

& here I am. Sitting in the Hall . Scribbling. I dont see the point of being here.

Imma make a move to Langkap SOON.

& this morning, my mom was like... Next time go out with frens, b back by 11."

FML. I hate this number 11 already.

You see, the more u come up with this shitty rules, The more shit i'll do behind you're baack."

Well, You asked for it.

Looks like, I've got a resolution for this year.

I'm gonna b a BAD KID. Rebel All The Way!

Whatever it takes!

Still haven't wish my dad HAPPY NEW YEAR. does it even matter actually? Not anymore. Hello 2011.

Maybe.

 Maybe I'll start liking 2011.